T^T

"don't cry, you will get hungry if you cry"

sakuma ryuichi said to shindo shuichi (gravitation track.3)
and he's right, i feel bit hungry after crying. so i call 14045 to delivered some food !
paparapapaaaam i'm lovin' it (McD mode on)
i'll continue to typing this post while i waiting the Mr.delivery come .
but i have no people who will let me borrow his/her kumagoro*, or people who gimme some candy , videos, his precious treasures like his wisdom tooth, wooden yo-yo, or insect to halt my tears (please watch gravitation if you want to understand what i am talking aboard )
i feel so lonely . feel have no friend beside me .
friends?HAHA it's make me laughing.
i distrust about BEST FRIENDS anymore . i remember intan adelia t, my facebook's friend. she ever been said if friend just a bullshit ! they just exploited her for uploading and tagging their photos .
siighh....................................
and i have similar problem currently . no no no no about uploading and tagging photos.
it's about hmmm tolerance as friend maybe . i feel they not appraise me, instead they didn't reckon me as their friend .
it's okay, i never desperate about it .
i can be self-supporting . never give up because of a little trouble like this .
YATTA !! FIGHTOO REVITA . ganbatte
remember, a big girl don't cry
maybe i'll get the true bestiest . anywhere... anytime...

ukyaaaaa~

satisfied with my ENGLISH result !!
got 9.75 for speaking (pronunciation, expression, and body language)
and 9.35 for text (grammar, tenses, etc)
ukyaaaaa~

maybe i'm the one of student who have a weakness in math and account subject .
but, i have a big interest in language. i love Japanese, i do learn Latino (self-taught HAHAHA) . i can speak France little bit(the fluency isn't secure )
surely i know if i take a wrong major . social major isn't match with myself . i never understand about geography. land, earth, rainfall, etc etc make me crazy !!
and also sociology. the obscures teacher make me more foolish lol
it's not my fault, it's my school 's mistake because of they're unprovided language major .
what a kind school is it?
an INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL has no language major? WTF !

poupee project YEHAHAHA

I'm in project to complete my poupee's snapshot for a month

if I'm success, I'll get 200 ribbon ! yeaaay i can buy a Christmas stuff >.
waaaaa happy nee~
then, today i got a few of pupegirl's friend
a lot of them is japanese or span hmmm i rarely meet Indonesian pupegirls.
oh yeah, about picture of the day
hyde loves lollipop, so i do (?)
haha nothing, Hyde look very cute on this picture so i wanna post it :))
unimportant things today : my ability increasingly.
woo-hoo !
i can speak France, Japanese, and Latino concurrently
example "Qu-est-ce qu'il y a? regarde, ai wo kudasai. no me dejes, no me escuches si te digo no me ames"
translate *what wrong?look, i love you, don't believe, don't listen to me if i said "don't love me"*
lol WTF ?!
maybe not my ability, but my stupidity increasingly -.-
oh okay, I'm sleepy now. gotta take a sleep.
see you bloggie -___-

hot, sweaty, oh please turn the air conditioner on !!

oh now, I'm in ICT's laboratory.

SWEAAATTTYY
i feel like no air, *sigh*
and know somebody stole my cell phone, no no no i am wrong to use "stole" word
my friends hide my cell phone (when i want to typing "hide" words, i always incorrectly typing "hyde" words, haha what a silly i am to much hyde in my mind -.-)
btw, say hi to Mrs. Lazier . she's back
hell yeah i feel very very lazy lately,
when i was opened my eyes in the morning, i thought
"oh yeah, back to my fuckin' activity anymore"
shit, i need something to washing my brain.
hyde's new stuff maybe, or probably going somewhere. but i have a plan with my mom to go to somewhere.
relaxing..hmmm sound good :))

my ability as an electronic destroyed -.-

R.I.P
my ipod
my esia
and my mobile phone
dan juga komputer saya yang sedang sekarat di ugd
mohon doanya agar dia lekas sembuh tanpa kekurangan satu apapun
(hyde's files, hyde's images, link, video,fanfic etc etc.red)
*terdiam sesaat untuk berdoa*
hueeeee mamaaaa ganti monitor sayaaaaaa ToT
gara2 si moni mini itu rusak ram saya jadi lemah gara2 suka di mati nyala mati nyala mulu hueeee
janji deh kalo di beliin petit moni (monitor yang baru.red) ga akan saya pukul2 lagi
ga akan saya banting2 lagi, asal mama beliinnya yang mahal sehingga saya ada rasa tanggung jawab sedikit *digetok mama*
dan sekarang saya terpaksa online buat update blog di labkom
oh sungguh malang nasib saya padahal saya bukan orang malang
*you meaaaaaaaaaaaan??*
yasudahlah akhirnya saya tahu apa bakat terpendam saya
yaitu,
sebagai perusak barang elektronik -,-;;;

btw saya nerusin postingan ini dirumah, mini moni nyala setelah gue bentur2 ke tembok HAHA

say YES ! I'm totally fans of LARC EN CIEL, moreover I'm HYDE addict >.<

and my tears always fallin' silently when i see this pamphlet T.T

*lebah madu content alert :P*
sebenarnya kekecewaan gue bukan hanya karena karena gue ga bisa nonton konsernya
oke fine gue terima alasan gue lagi ga dalam kondisi yang memungkinkan untuk menonton salah satu konser mereka,
gue lagi uas dan tetek bengek lainnya ga bisa di urusi dalam waktu singkat
dan dengan berat hati gue bersabar untuk pending semuanya.
tapi ternyata kekecewaan gue ga sampai disitu ketika gue buka ini hyde.com tertera jadwal tour vampsnya
WHAT THE HELL?
VAMPS = SOLO =HIATUS LAGI ?

dan gue cuma bisa menarik nafas menunggu konfirmasi sebenarnya.
sampai adanya ini

GOOD ! ternyata hiatus mereka bukan cuma kabar burung tapi kabar angin(?)
haha salah maksud gue jadi kabar itu bner
dan lagi lagi gue hanya bisa menari nafas panjang *hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

ga terasa sekarang udah shampir setahun mereka hiatus, pas awal2 gue mikir
"bisa gue tanpa laruku? bisa gue dengerin lagu2 mereka berulangkali?"
tapi pada kenyataannya gue bisa melewati setahun terakhir ini,
not bad lah, gue masih bisa liat hyde di vamps and i think
they're considering to hiatus because of they won't their fans getting bored with l'arc en ciel .
and hell yeah mau ga mau gue musti mengakui kebenarannya.
gue cuma bisa berharap, ketika 2011 datang gue masih punya perasaan yang sama .
perasaan yang lebih dari kata cinta :)