toefl test and so on so on

today is sunday-dunday-cunday.

but i have to go to the school because of toefl test .
hell yeah, i woke up in the morning, take a shower, and F R E E Z I N G !!
you know i never take a morning shower since my school is free.
about the T O E F L test . damn, i can't concentration. i don't know why but i can't thinking and if i can, it's very-berry slowly T.T
grrrr i don't wanna remember about it anymore !!
once again ANYMORE -.-
then, it's stupid but i do it, I'm still waiting for "his" mail replied (i use he because if i said his name my heart cramped, i don't know why)
F O fo R G rg E T et . FORGET ABOUT IT !
sleepy - dummby oh la la la . see you later xx

PAPA-Paparazzi >w<

We are the crowd

We're coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastic, oh

Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby I-

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your-
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you know I'm starting between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry - purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is Cherry Pie
'Cause you know that baby I
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good, We're dancing in the studio
Snap-snap, to that shit on the radio
Don't stop, for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun

(Lady gaga - Paparazzi)

song for me lately haha . i wanna be a paparazzi, so i can know him more and more !!
hueee . i hurts when i thinking about him oh MOMMA !!
maybe I'm in love?
yeah you in love.
geeeezzz i can't say anything >.<

hei-BOO

sorry i rarely updating my blog, is't because of I'm going stressed out !
my raport was lose ! OH OH OH MA-MAM-BOO !!
but I'm really sure, it doesn't lose, maybe i just forget where i was put it . yeah i hope
*praying >w<*

then, what? i don't know what i have to write today .
ngeehh~
oh oh i know i know .
shion have been tell gerry about tera's habitual !! just several, but it's priceless (Y)
i was very-bery-excited-ni-chiao-laa when gerry sent me a message about it .
obviously tera-san is :
1. always fall asleep in the class
2. rarely be in love with someone and never touching by a girls .
so so so so, it's mean !!!!
I'm the first GIRL-WHO-HAVE-BEEN-TOUCH-HIM !!
because of we was embraced before farewell party YEHAHAHA
oh tera san you make me kerezi, kreeeezzzzyy oh crazzy (>w<)v

about picture of the day .
yeah finally i can smile like this haha
maksa bgt kan?gue pengen gitu ketawa tiga jari tadinya biar bisa jadi gadis2 sampul gidude hahahaacuiiihh .....

tetsuya (L'arcenciel) release new book next year?

Tetsuya, the bassist and founder of the L'arc en ciel, has announced that he'll be releasing a new book next year detailing all the behind the scenes action that has surrounded the group.
The book, titled 'Tetsuya / L'Arc-en-Ciel,' will give readers and fans a history not only of L'Arc-en-Ciel, but of Tetsuya's own childhood, and some of his own thoughts on philosophy and music. In addition to Tetsuya's own original writing, the work will include rare interviews, sheet music, and high-quality photos of the group throughout the years. 'Tetsuya / L'Arc-en-Ciel' is scheduled to be released in Japan on January 27th next year.

oh too much surprised from L'arc en ciel !!! o~(>w<)~o i guess they're back !!
maybe about "next live 2011" is they'll back on the stage on 2011, it doesn't mean vacuum, right?
oh i hope it'll come true, so i can see hyde as hyde L'arc en ciel, but i'll miss HYDE huhu
(hyde said: mau lo apa sih?gue jadi HYDE salah . pas jadi hyde bakal rindu HYDE, puyeng gue) LOL but whoever he is, i love the both of hyde and HYDE ♥
then i can't wait for release this book, i think it's the sequel of tetsugaku?or maybe it's more detail than tetsugaku?aaaaaaaaa can't wait can't wait !!!!!!

nothing to do

i already finished examination, so my school have a free days, and now i stuck in my house.

--that's all--

*kicked by bloggie*

LOL sorry sorry >.< i just lil confused, what shall i write today?i didn't do anything, just sleeping, tweeting, messing around with photoshop, and eat a lot
gehhh say hi to "lemak" (-.-)
I'm getting fatter zzZzzzzZZz
oh yeah, yesterday i tried to call marina-chan and you know?i talk with her !!
oh i really miss her so much, it's just for a while because of... yeah you know... expensive -.-;;
but we often exchange news by email, i hope our friendship is everlasting :)
and yeahh *sigh* i still waiting for tera-san's replies. I extremely waiting for it, honestly i feel interested in him . but yeah ... impossible. there has no opportunity to know him more and more huhu
sadly but it's reality.
by the way, gerry was called him yesterday, he still remember me, i think he can't forget me because of i'm odd girl haha, but for me, I couldn't forget when we embraced before sayonara party >w<
i wish we can meet anymore.

what's else?
out of words LOL . see you on the next post :)

hamamatsu's girl <3

miss them so much
especially shion-chan and marina-chan because of they're stayed in my house.
let us introduce one by one
from the left is
Shion Oyama
aaaaa we're otaku's friend !!
we love manga, anime etc and i love her intonation when he called me "tata-chan"
aaaaahh i hope we can meet anymore .

Chisaki Matsushita
cute girl, masamitsu honda's girlfriend >w< but i rarely talk with her

Emiri Nakano
nice, very nice girl, I just briefly talked to her, but I immediately felt comfortable with Emirichan

Fumiko Watanabe

same with matsuchan, i didn't ever talk with her

Marina Akasaka
ngaaaaaa miss her so badly, we've a secret
H.I.M.I.T.SU
same like shion, she's my bestiest.

oh a haven't hamamatsu's boy picture when they were together, but i'll posting them too .
chotto matte.

oh i wish i could meet them anymore

the last examinees

peps, i feel lil bored lately, i didnt know why, but i feeling empty
tomorrow it's the last examinees, and you know, i'll meet my worst enemy,
yeah right, no one else, MATH !!!
i know it's wrong, and i know it's too late, but if i learn math now, it's useless, i wouldn't understand about math in one day .
oh miracleloooo please come to me once again
i have no ability in a count worlds, maybe i can study hard about language whatever it is, both arabian, japanese, english, etc, but for counting?whatever it is, i'll still say NO . BIG NO !
pray for me lah .
huhu
today song : closer - Ne yo
make me remember someone who really like this song

FIRSTLY

hey, i remember I've been promised that I'll tell about hamamatsu, right?
oke, i'll post it now
firstly, I wanna tell about the first time we meet. because of I'd no pictures the whole of them when the first time i visited oisca, so i just posting tomoki-kun photos .
as far as i remember, i go to oisca in the afternoon, it's very very silence .
i wonder if the Japanese isn't come yet, so we walkin' around oisca.
I saw the room that I was suspected as a dormitory of boys, a few moment later i saw someone exit from this dormitory, but when he saw us he return to his room
because of curiosity, we waited in front of the dormitory doors until he came out again
obviously, he's tomoki mizuno, or when I've known him more i called him tomo-kun
then we say hello and ask several question about them .
and something happened when gerry, my friend wanna take a picture with him,at the time the dorm door open, he tried to close it with his foot
BRUKKKKKKKK !!!
it's sounded extremely loud
....................................................................
it's silence for a while ..........................................
....................................................................................................
.................kriiik kriiiikk kriiiiiiikk..................
................................................................
oh sorry i overslept

then, me as a photographer *still stunned*try to break the quietness,
"okee, ichi, ni saan, pissuuu . oke arigatou"
still in the shockness, on this day i decided to make Tomoki as a potential enemy HAHA
but all were erased when I known that Tomoki also love l'arc en ciel
haha so this is the first time i meet him :)

Lollydolly

i just a Lollidolly, don't disturb me
a Lollidolly who need a rest,
Lollidolly who getting tired with the whole world.
i wanna be like the other peoples.
crying when i sad, laughing when i feel happy .
but i can't,
because I just a Lollidolly